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La Dispute - Such Small Hands
- 2
La Dispute - Why It Scares Me
- 3
La Dispute - King Park
- 4
La Dispute - Woman (In Mirror)
- 5
La Dispute - Andria
- 6
La Dispute - The Most Beautiful Bitter Fruit
- 7
La Dispute - Woman (Reading)
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La Dispute - Sibling Fistfight at Mom's Fiftieth / The Un-Sound
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La Dispute - Damaged Goods
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La Dispute - I See Everything
- 11
La Dispute - All Our Bruised Bodies And The Whole Heart Shrinks
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La Dispute - Bury Your Flames
- 13
La Dispute - How I Feel
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La Dispute - Nobody, Not Even the Rain
- 15
La Dispute - Sad Prayers For Guilty Bodies
- 16
La Dispute - A Letter
- 17
La Dispute - Environmental Catastrophe Film
- 18
La Dispute - Harder Harmonies
- 19
La Dispute - Landlord Calls The Sheriff In
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La Dispute - New Storms For Older Lovers
- 21
La Dispute - Nine
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La Dispute - Said the King To the River
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La Dispute - 35
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La Dispute - A Poem
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La Dispute - Edit Your Hometown
- 26
La Dispute - I Dreamt Of A Room With All My Friends I Could Not Get In
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La Dispute - I Shaved My Head
- 28
La Dispute - Man With Hands And Ankles Bound
- 29
La Dispute - Rhodonite And Grief
- 30
La Dispute - St. Paul Missionary Baptist Church Blues
- 31
La Dispute - The Last Lost Continent
- 32
La Dispute - There You Are (Hiding Place)
- 33
La Dispute - You And I In Unison
- 34
La Dispute - Edward Benz, 27 Times
- 35
La Dispute - Five
- 36
La Dispute - The Surgeon And The Scientist
- 37
La Dispute - Thirteen
- 38
La Dispute - A Broken Jar
- 39
La Dispute - A Word Of Welcome And Of Warning
- 40
La Dispute - Autofiction detail
- 41
La Dispute - End Times Sermon
- 42
La Dispute - Fairmount
- 43
La Dispute - Fall Down, Never Get Back Up Again
- 44
La Dispute - First Reactions After Falling Through the Ice
- 45
La Dispute - Footsteps At The Pond
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La Dispute - Fulton Street I
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La Dispute - Fulton Street Ii
- 48
La Dispute - Future Wars
- 49
La Dispute - No One Was Driving The Car
- 50
La Dispute - Safer in the Forest / Love Song for Poor Michigan
- 51
La Dispute - See You In Vancouver
- 52
La Dispute - Shall Never Lose It's Power
- 53
La Dispute - Steve
- 54
La Dispute - The Castle Builders
- 55
La Dispute - Three
- 56
La Dispute - Top-Sellers Banquet
- 57
La Dispute - View From Our Bedroom Window
- 58
La Dispute - You Ascendant
- 59
La Dispute - A
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La Dispute - A Departure
- 61
La Dispute - Anxiety Panorama
- 62
La Dispute - Eight
- 63
La Dispute - Eleven
- 64
La Dispute - Extraordinary Dinner Party
- 65
La Dispute - For Mayor in Splitsville
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La Dispute - Four
- 67
La Dispute - He Is Here, He Is Not Afraid
- 68
La Dispute - Hudsonville Mi
- 69
La Dispute - In Northern Michigan
- 70
La Dispute - Last Blues
- 71
La Dispute - Last Blues For Bloody Knuckles
- 72
La Dispute - Objects In Space
- 73
La Dispute - One
- 74
La Dispute - Only Everything Below
- 75
La Dispute - Saturation Diver
- 76
La Dispute - Scenes from Highways 1981-2009
- 77
La Dispute - Self-Portrait Backwards
- 78
La Dispute - Seven
- 79
La Dispute - Six
- 80
La Dispute - Stay Happy There
- 81
La Dispute - Sunday Morning, At a Funeral
- 82
La Dispute - Ten
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La Dispute - The Child We Lost
- 84
La Dispute - The Field
- 85
La Dispute - Then Again, Maybe You Were Right
- 86
La Dispute - To Withstand The Force Of Storms
- 87
La Dispute - Twas The Night Before Christmas
- 88
La Dispute - Twelve
- 89
La Dispute - Two
- 90
La Dispute - Untitled
How I Feel
La Dispute
I don't sleep much at all these days, I say it's cold,
Besides, I'm broken.
Hard as earth the love of the past,
The worth of the world has frozen
Still.
Like the sheet of ice collecting on the windshield of my car.
Where I caught my reflection frozen in the glass,
A perfect broken image of the future I'd envisioned in the past-
Corrupted by fate now, fractured, and fading away.
Replace all I felt promised to me.
To be the one who figured it out,
Who knew what to do,
Who knew how to feel and
Felt that
Love of the past,
The worth of the world,
Just set it ablaze and
Thaw me out.
Dim lit in a room dark red, where I said,
"Can't seem to break off from the way I felt, but
I guess you understand, man. We had no chance.
I'm tired of fighting with the hand I've been dealt.
So, I take the cards they give me
And keep my protest on the inside of my mouth.
If the best I can do ain't gonna stop what's coming,
What's the point in trying to change how the hand plays out?
Don't we all just die?
When you looked at the light
Did it hurt your eyes?
When you looked at the light
Did it hurt you
Like it hurt me?
