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La Dispute - Woman (In Mirror)
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La Dispute - King Park
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La Dispute - Such Small Hands
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La Dispute - Andria
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La Dispute - I See Everything
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La Dispute - The Most Beautiful Bitter Fruit
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La Dispute - A Letter
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La Dispute - Damaged Goods
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La Dispute - Nine
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La Dispute - Safer in the Forest / Love Song for Poor Michigan
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La Dispute - The Last Lost Continent
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La Dispute - Fall Down, Never Get Back Up Again
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La Dispute - Harder Harmonies
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La Dispute - St. Paul Missionary Baptist Church Blues
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La Dispute - Stay Happy There
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La Dispute - You And I In Unison
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La Dispute - All Our Bruised Bodies And The Whole Heart Shrinks
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La Dispute - Environmental Catastrophe Film
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La Dispute - Nobody, Not Even the Rain
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La Dispute - Said the King To the River
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La Dispute - Woman (Reading)
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La Dispute - 35
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La Dispute - A Departure
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La Dispute - Anxiety Panorama
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La Dispute - Bury Your Flames
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La Dispute - Edward Benz, 27 Times
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La Dispute - Extraordinary Dinner Party
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La Dispute - For Mayor in Splitsville
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La Dispute - Fulton Street I
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La Dispute - Future Wars
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La Dispute - He Is Here, He Is Not Afraid
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La Dispute - No One Was Driving The Car
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La Dispute - Objects In Space
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La Dispute - Steve
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La Dispute - Why It Scares Me
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La Dispute - A
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La Dispute - A Broken Jar
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La Dispute - A Poem
- 39
La Dispute - A Word Of Welcome And Of Warning
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La Dispute - Autofiction detail
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La Dispute - Edit Your Hometown
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La Dispute - Eight
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La Dispute - Eleven
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La Dispute - End Times Sermon
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La Dispute - Fairmount
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La Dispute - First Reactions After Falling Through the Ice
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La Dispute - Five
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La Dispute - Footsteps At The Pond
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La Dispute - Four
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La Dispute - Fulton Street Ii
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La Dispute - How I Feel
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La Dispute - Hudsonville Mi
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La Dispute - I Dreamt Of A Room With All My Friends I Could Not Get In
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La Dispute - I Shaved My Head
- 55
La Dispute - In Northern Michigan
- 56
La Dispute - Landlord Calls The Sheriff In
- 57
La Dispute - Last Blues
- 58
La Dispute - Last Blues For Bloody Knuckles
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La Dispute - Man With Hands And Ankles Bound
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La Dispute - New Storms For Older Lovers
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La Dispute - One
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La Dispute - Only Everything Below
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La Dispute - Rhodonite And Grief
- 64
La Dispute - Sad Prayers For Guilty Bodies
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La Dispute - Saturation Diver
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La Dispute - Scenes from Highways 1981-2009
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La Dispute - See You In Vancouver
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La Dispute - Self-Portrait Backwards
- 69
La Dispute - Seven
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La Dispute - Shall Never Lose It's Power
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La Dispute - Sibling Fistfight at Mom's Fiftieth / The Un-Sound
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La Dispute - Six
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La Dispute - Sunday Morning, At a Funeral
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La Dispute - Ten
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La Dispute - The Castle Builders
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La Dispute - The Child We Lost
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La Dispute - The Field
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La Dispute - The Surgeon And The Scientist
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La Dispute - Then Again, Maybe You Were Right
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La Dispute - There You Are (Hiding Place)
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La Dispute - Thirteen
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La Dispute - Three
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La Dispute - To Withstand The Force Of Storms
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La Dispute - Top-Sellers Banquet
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La Dispute - Twas The Night Before Christmas
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La Dispute - Twelve
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La Dispute - Two
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La Dispute - Untitled
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La Dispute - View From Our Bedroom Window
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La Dispute - You Ascendant
A Broken Jar
La Dispute
One last letter now. one last attempt to make sense.
Who have i been writing to? i'm not sure anymore.
What have i been trying to accomplish?
It's a mystery, i guess. self-made secrecy.
Things get cloudy and now all these stories and
The struggle as an undercurrent, both get blurry by the minute both get blurrier.
So, which voice is this then that i've been writing in? is it my own or his?
Has there ever been a difference between them at all?
I don't know i don't know.
One last desperate plea. one last verse to sing.
One last laugh track to accompany the comedy.
Have i been losing it completely? losing sanity?
Or has it been fabricated, fashioned by the worst of me?
I know i knocked the table over because i watched the jar break
And i've been trying to repair it every single stupid day
But won't the cracks still show no matter how well it's assembled
Can i ever just decide to let it die and let you go?
All my motives and every single narrative below reflects
That moment when it broke and will i never let it go
No matter what? now i am throwing all the shards away,
Discarding every fragment, and fumbling uncertain towards a curtain call
That no one wants to happen,
That no ones going to clap for at all, but that still has to be.
