- 1
La Dispute - Woman (In Mirror)
- 2
La Dispute - King Park
- 3
La Dispute - Such Small Hands
- 4
La Dispute - Nobody, Not Even the Rain
- 5
La Dispute - A Letter
- 6
La Dispute - Bury Your Flames
- 7
La Dispute - How I Feel
- 8
La Dispute - Said the King To the River
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La Dispute - The Most Beautiful Bitter Fruit
- 10
La Dispute - A Broken Jar
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La Dispute - Footsteps At The Pond
- 12
La Dispute - I Shaved My Head
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La Dispute - New Storms For Older Lovers
- 14
La Dispute - Objects In Space
- 15
La Dispute - Rhodonite And Grief
- 16
La Dispute - Safer in the Forest / Love Song for Poor Michigan
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La Dispute - See You In Vancouver
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La Dispute - All Our Bruised Bodies And The Whole Heart Shrinks
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La Dispute - Andria
- 20
La Dispute - Extraordinary Dinner Party
- 21
La Dispute - Fall Down, Never Get Back Up Again
- 22
La Dispute - First Reactions After Falling Through the Ice
- 23
La Dispute - Future Wars
- 24
La Dispute - Harder Harmonies
- 25
La Dispute - Hudsonville Mi
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La Dispute - Nine
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La Dispute - St. Paul Missionary Baptist Church Blues
- 28
La Dispute - Steve
- 29
La Dispute - The Castle Builders
- 30
La Dispute - Thirteen
- 31
La Dispute - Twas The Night Before Christmas
- 32
La Dispute - Woman (Reading)
- 33
La Dispute - You Ascendant
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La Dispute - 35
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La Dispute - A
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La Dispute - A Departure
- 37
La Dispute - A Poem
- 38
La Dispute - A Word Of Welcome And Of Warning
- 39
La Dispute - Anxiety Panorama
- 40
La Dispute - Autofiction detail
- 41
La Dispute - Damaged Goods
- 42
La Dispute - Edit Your Hometown
- 43
La Dispute - Edward Benz, 27 Times
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La Dispute - Eight
- 45
La Dispute - Eleven
- 46
La Dispute - Fairmount
- 47
La Dispute - Five
- 48
La Dispute - For Mayor in Splitsville
- 49
La Dispute - Four
- 50
La Dispute - Fulton Street I
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La Dispute - Fulton Street Ii
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La Dispute - He Is Here, He Is Not Afraid
- 53
La Dispute - I See Everything
- 54
La Dispute - In Northern Michigan
- 55
La Dispute - Last Blues
- 56
La Dispute - Last Blues For Bloody Knuckles
- 57
La Dispute - Man With Hands And Ankles Bound
- 58
La Dispute - One
- 59
La Dispute - Only Everything Below
- 60
La Dispute - Sad Prayers For Guilty Bodies
- 61
La Dispute - Scenes from Highways 1981-2009
- 62
La Dispute - Seven
- 63
La Dispute - Shall Never Lose It's Power
- 64
La Dispute - Six
- 65
La Dispute - Stay Happy There
- 66
La Dispute - Sunday Morning, At a Funeral
- 67
La Dispute - Ten
- 68
La Dispute - The Child We Lost
- 69
La Dispute - The Last Lost Continent
- 70
La Dispute - The Surgeon And The Scientist
- 71
La Dispute - Then Again, Maybe You Were Right
- 72
La Dispute - There You Are (Hiding Place)
- 73
La Dispute - Three
- 74
La Dispute - To Withstand The Force Of Storms
- 75
La Dispute - Twelve
- 76
La Dispute - Two
- 77
La Dispute - Untitled
- 78
La Dispute - View From Our Bedroom Window
- 79
La Dispute - Why It Scares Me
- 80
La Dispute - You And I In Unison
Anxiety Panorama
La Dispute
I never change
Buried it behind the brightness
Spill like poison in you
My palm against you
Your ever-anxious days
Buried in behind the brightness
Spill like poison in you
And it causes you to shake
The shape of my mistakes
Buried in behind the brightness
Spill like poison in you
My palm against your forehead
Your ever-anxious days
I felt afraid and ashamed
That I felt anything at all
I felt you panicking, your shattering
Your catastrophic fall
And I felt long gone
Already so far gone
Already anxious, you're shaking now
You’re breaking down, I failed you all along
My panic grips your own pain spills that poison in you
I'm pleading for forgiveness
How I failed so many times
Competes now with your own pain
In your ever-anxious mind
You plea to break your chain
Our ever-changing life
To be buried from behind the darkness hides
That brightest light
My hand against you
Your ever-anxious mind
Will be buried in behind the poison spills
That panic brings back
Image in my mind
Of that nightstand by your bedside
And the sharp edge you would swing to strike
Would break my hand instead
How you clattered all arrhythmic
On that fixture on the wall
Where I caught you silver cabbage moth
Your powder left still lingers in my palm
I was building landmarks for my errors in your scars
I was in the wrong to start
I was building landmarks for my errors in your scars
I was in the wrong
I felt your pain
I felt my hands shake hard
I felt afraid and ashamed
That I felt anything at all
I felt you panicking, your shattering
Your catastrophic fall
And I felt long gone
I said your name out loud
Already anxious I broke it all
I'll fix it all, I failed you all along
My hands buried all the bad in you
My hands never get it back
My hands buried all the bad in you
My hands never get it back
