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La Dispute - Woman (In Mirror)
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La Dispute - King Park
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La Dispute - Such Small Hands
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La Dispute - Andria
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La Dispute - Nobody, Not Even the Rain
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La Dispute - Environmental Catastrophe Film
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La Dispute - I See Everything
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La Dispute - The Most Beautiful Bitter Fruit
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La Dispute - Woman (Reading)
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La Dispute - Damaged Goods
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La Dispute - All Our Bruised Bodies And The Whole Heart Shrinks
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La Dispute - The Last Lost Continent
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La Dispute - You And I In Unison
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La Dispute - Hudsonville Mi
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La Dispute - I Shaved My Head
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La Dispute - St. Paul Missionary Baptist Church Blues
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La Dispute - Why It Scares Me
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La Dispute - A Broken Jar
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La Dispute - Anxiety Panorama
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La Dispute - Bury Your Flames
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La Dispute - Extraordinary Dinner Party
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La Dispute - For Mayor in Splitsville
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La Dispute - Future Wars
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La Dispute - Harder Harmonies
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La Dispute - Nine
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La Dispute - No One Was Driving The Car
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La Dispute - Stay Happy There
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La Dispute - The Castle Builders
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La Dispute - 35
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La Dispute - A
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La Dispute - A Departure
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La Dispute - A Letter
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La Dispute - A Poem
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La Dispute - A Word Of Welcome And Of Warning
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La Dispute - Autofiction detail
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La Dispute - Edit Your Hometown
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La Dispute - Edward Benz, 27 Times
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La Dispute - Eight
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La Dispute - Eleven
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La Dispute - End Times Sermon
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La Dispute - Fairmount
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La Dispute - Fall Down, Never Get Back Up Again
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La Dispute - First Reactions After Falling Through the Ice
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La Dispute - Five
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La Dispute - Footsteps At The Pond
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La Dispute - Four
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La Dispute - Fulton Street I
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La Dispute - Fulton Street Ii
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La Dispute - He Is Here, He Is Not Afraid
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La Dispute - How I Feel
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La Dispute - I Dreamt Of A Room With All My Friends I Could Not Get In
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La Dispute - In Northern Michigan
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La Dispute - Landlord Calls The Sheriff In
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La Dispute - Last Blues
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La Dispute - Last Blues For Bloody Knuckles
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La Dispute - Man With Hands And Ankles Bound
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La Dispute - New Storms For Older Lovers
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La Dispute - Objects In Space
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La Dispute - One
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La Dispute - Only Everything Below
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La Dispute - Rhodonite And Grief
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La Dispute - Sad Prayers For Guilty Bodies
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La Dispute - Safer in the Forest / Love Song for Poor Michigan
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La Dispute - Said the King To the River
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La Dispute - Saturation Diver
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La Dispute - Scenes from Highways 1981-2009
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La Dispute - See You In Vancouver
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La Dispute - Self-Portrait Backwards
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La Dispute - Seven
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La Dispute - Shall Never Lose It's Power
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La Dispute - Sibling Fistfight at Mom's Fiftieth / The Un-Sound
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La Dispute - Six
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La Dispute - Steve
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La Dispute - Sunday Morning, At a Funeral
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La Dispute - Ten
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La Dispute - The Child We Lost
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La Dispute - The Field
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La Dispute - The Surgeon And The Scientist
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La Dispute - Then Again, Maybe You Were Right
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La Dispute - There You Are (Hiding Place)
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La Dispute - Thirteen
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La Dispute - Three
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La Dispute - To Withstand The Force Of Storms
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La Dispute - Top-Sellers Banquet
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La Dispute - Twas The Night Before Christmas
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La Dispute - Twelve
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La Dispute - Two
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La Dispute - Untitled
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La Dispute - View From Our Bedroom Window
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La Dispute - You Ascendant
Fulton Street Ii
La Dispute
Falling to footprints
I watched the winter whip and bury
Everything off in the distance
Your figure drifting in mist
On pilgrimage and all alone, you were like a stone
Thrown in a river, or in your pocket
I was the water and I watched you tremble down into nothing
Sink like an anchor you're failing, a phantom, or break in the bone
I will be the one who chases you out in the snow
Go where you tunnel down and the trouble starts
I will follow you out and carry all the pain away
I will be the one who follows you out in the flow
Go if the water the swells, drags you under, know
I will swallow it all and carry all the pain away
Nights I wandered out
Head buried in my coat
Snow blowing on everything
Thick like smoke
I could feel the cold growing
How weather makes you hold things tight
On the way to buy us wine
Night's afraid to die
There is that phantom path carved
In ghost steps, led down
To a pond somehow still half frozen
The evidence of struggle again
So many years ago
Our first turn out to Lowell from home
The image returns to me
Again and again
When will it leave?
I was waiting for the anger to change
I was waiting for the anger to change
I was waiting for the anger to change
And the roof beams to bend
And give way under weight
I was waiting for the anger to change
I was waiting for the anger to change
I was waiting for the anger to change
And the roof beams to bend
And the whole thing to break
Chasing your pain
You were like a chain swung in anger
You're anxious and shaking, I know
The shape of your pain
Painted with the name on your shoulder blade
Never gets older nor fades
And I know the way
Down highways through ADA to places you waited for friends who can't show
And I know your dreams, of opening caskets
You shake in the mattress
You're shake in the-
