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La Dispute - Woman (In Mirror)
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La Dispute - King Park
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La Dispute - Such Small Hands
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La Dispute - Andria
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La Dispute - Bury Your Flames
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La Dispute - A Broken Jar
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La Dispute - I See Everything
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La Dispute - How I Feel
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La Dispute - Nobody, Not Even the Rain
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La Dispute - Stay Happy There
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La Dispute - The Last Lost Continent
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La Dispute - A Departure
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La Dispute - A Letter
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La Dispute - A Word Of Welcome And Of Warning
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La Dispute - Damaged Goods
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La Dispute - Fall Down, Never Get Back Up Again
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La Dispute - I Shaved My Head
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La Dispute - New Storms For Older Lovers
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La Dispute - Sad Prayers For Guilty Bodies
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La Dispute - Said the King To the River
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La Dispute - Woman (Reading)
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La Dispute - All Our Bruised Bodies And The Whole Heart Shrinks
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La Dispute - Edit Your Hometown
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La Dispute - Edward Benz, 27 Times
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La Dispute - Environmental Catastrophe Film
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La Dispute - Fairmount
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La Dispute - Fulton Street Ii
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La Dispute - Future Wars
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La Dispute - Hudsonville Mi
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La Dispute - Nine
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La Dispute - No One Was Driving The Car
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La Dispute - Rhodonite And Grief
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La Dispute - Safer in the Forest / Love Song for Poor Michigan
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La Dispute - Sunday Morning, At a Funeral
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La Dispute - The Most Beautiful Bitter Fruit
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La Dispute - The Surgeon And The Scientist
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La Dispute - Then Again, Maybe You Were Right
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La Dispute - Twelve
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La Dispute - View From Our Bedroom Window
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La Dispute - Why It Scares Me
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La Dispute - 35
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La Dispute - A
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La Dispute - A Poem
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La Dispute - Anxiety Panorama
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La Dispute - Autofiction detail
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La Dispute - Eight
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La Dispute - Eleven
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La Dispute - End Times Sermon
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La Dispute - Extraordinary Dinner Party
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La Dispute - First Reactions After Falling Through the Ice
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La Dispute - Five
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La Dispute - Footsteps At The Pond
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La Dispute - For Mayor in Splitsville
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La Dispute - Four
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La Dispute - Fulton Street I
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La Dispute - Harder Harmonies
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La Dispute - He Is Here, He Is Not Afraid
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La Dispute - I Dreamt Of A Room With All My Friends I Could Not Get In
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La Dispute - In Northern Michigan
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La Dispute - Landlord Calls The Sheriff In
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La Dispute - Last Blues
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La Dispute - Last Blues For Bloody Knuckles
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La Dispute - Man With Hands And Ankles Bound
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La Dispute - Objects In Space
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La Dispute - One
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La Dispute - Only Everything Below
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La Dispute - Saturation Diver
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La Dispute - Scenes from Highways 1981-2009
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La Dispute - See You In Vancouver
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La Dispute - Self-Portrait Backwards
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La Dispute - Seven
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La Dispute - Shall Never Lose It's Power
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La Dispute - Sibling Fistfight at Mom's Fiftieth / The Un-Sound
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La Dispute - Six
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La Dispute - St. Paul Missionary Baptist Church Blues
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La Dispute - Steve
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La Dispute - Ten
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La Dispute - The Castle Builders
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La Dispute - The Child We Lost
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La Dispute - The Field
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La Dispute - There You Are (Hiding Place)
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La Dispute - Thirteen
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La Dispute - Three
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La Dispute - To Withstand The Force Of Storms
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La Dispute - Top-Sellers Banquet
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La Dispute - Twas The Night Before Christmas
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La Dispute - Two
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La Dispute - Untitled
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La Dispute - You And I In Unison
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La Dispute - You Ascendant
Sibling Fistfight at Mom's Fiftieth / The Un-Sound
La Dispute
To be celebrated
Try to pull the time behind you forward
Bends and breaks you
In the early morning stopped
By the ever-ticking clock
Not the clicking when the hands move
But the absence of a sound in between
Un-do, un-settled, un-easy
Can you feel it?
It's the opposite of peace
Un-safe, un-connected, un-protected
Understand?
It's the plan
And it's something
But it's nothing if you never let it go
And your kids are getting older now
And you're getting old
And your friends have all come over
And your kids are drinking
And they're celebrating life with you
Almost everybody's there
And your kids are drinking
And your kids are drunk
Siblings on the stairs
Drunk and fighting while your parents
Try to understand the role they played in getting there
And she's standing on the landing
And her head is in her hands
While her children shout and try to push each other down
Do you understand it now?
It's that tension underneath
From the absence in between
An undercurrent tunneled into nothing
And besides, it's life
It's fine
It's life
It's fine
It's life
It's fine
It's fine
It's fine
It's life
It's fine
It's fine
It's the un-sound beneath that keeps us down
In the background, all around
Over every moment now
What we've left and what we lack
All you can do is drown it out
Don't you hear it?
Un-relenting, un-forgiving, un-impeded
When it's peaceful
Don't you feel it pulling back?
Now
The clock continues ticking
And the aching never fades
There's no option to rewind it back
To break or change it
To see between each beat the love you gave
Un-afraid and un-ashamed
Un-abated by the weight
Un-believable to be
And your kids have gotten older now
They've got children of their own
Your whole family's coming over
It's a birthday party
And they pull up in the driveway
And you're standing on the porch
When your grandkids see you waiting
They come running
And we stumble to the end
It's the effort we put in
To see how difficult it is to just exist and to survive
There's beauty and there's anguish tangled helplessly inside
What a miracle it is we get to be alive
Do you recognize it now?
It's a fucking complicated thing
Joy and grief and in between
A universal burden over all of us from birth until we die
It's a struggle and we stumble
And the best that we can ever do is try
That's life
That's life
We love and we rely
On the beauty we can find
To make it through
That's life
We give a purpose to what's left before we die
And we die because it's life
And we fall short all the time
While the clock keeps ticking onward in behind
And the absence never leaves us
But it's fine
It's just life
It's just life
